I'm trash

Sirio, early 20s, enby, ey/em.

Updated info on Commission Marketplace. Let's see how it goes. Posting it here too because why not.

Here's my artblog (don't expect much tho, I don't post very often).
My Discord is rivalsbeingfoes#7962, message me there if you want to commission something! Or, alternatively, you can use e-mail (rivalsbeingfoes@gmail.com).
I'll be happy if you boost it! Thank you!


I think I went a bit too far with experimenting with filters and brushes, but I like the result, TBH. IDK, does it still count as blue hair?


I've just used the belts prompt as an excuse to draw this beefcake, all the muscles from memory, cause I've just been practicing that the day before yesterday. Also I may have or may have not been thinking about bara when I was drawing this.


I don't have energy to finish this but... "Victorian" fashion, amirite?


siriumb reblogged mcatnip
babushka -

I'm YELLING my frkin coworker just wrote to me and I QUOTE "hope you get well despite our healthcare system"!

despite

DESPITE


siriumb reblogged fallow

ok damn inspirobot


fallow -

its just giving a friendly reminder, wouldnt want humans to get too complacent


siriumb reblogged mcatnip
babushka -

Im not the best person to post about Armenia here (probably not a person to begin with), but its not like anyone else can do it


babushka -

so there appears to be a very nice carrd with a bunch of links and donation funds which doesn't contradict with what i've seen so far

https://helparmenians.carrd.co/


as i was explained, there's Azerbajan-Armenian conflict, but Azerbajan is backed by Turkey and Turkey is financially backed by US so that's really unfair, and armenians basically consider this the continuation of Armenian genocide

everything is complicated and i might be wrong but here we have a bunch of info and a good place to start and yeah. there's another conflict in the world that goes largely uncovered so if you wanna research it there you go


i always see the left side talked about more than the right side so I'm like 'hm. maybe I shouldn't tell my therapist about my suspicions. I'm probably wrong anyway' and then I remember!! wait!! shits a spectrum

anyway I'm more the right side except for the part that's like 'unaware of pain' like. i know all and see all, and all there is is pain


Pat doesn't mind Pocus glomping her cause that means ey's comfortable around her.


2000s fashion featuring my fave babes!


The protagonist of my story literally dates a sex worker catgirl and you can't do anything about it :p


siriumb reblogged mcatnip
mcatnip -

yo i think my therapist is breaking up with me


siriumb -

OωO What happened?


What's up, my glip glops? I'm doing Cringetober 2020! And here's the first prompt, heterochromia. This is my OC, Pocus, and before drawing this I had no idea what eir eyes, skin and hair colors are going to be. And, well, heterochromia, especially with these particular colors, seemed too be a nice touch.


siriumb reblogged synthesystem

Things about DID systems that everyone should know (Made by a system)

synthesystem -

  • Sometimes alters date other alters in the same system- this is NOT incestual. Alters being direct siblings is a totally separate thing- we are not "all related"

  • Alters cannot control what they look like (This is a looser rule- some are shapeshifters, some systems can change at will in the headspace.)

  • New alters are not always formed from tr/uma- extreme emotions, even good ones, can affect splits.

  • Systems can vary wildly

  • Control when it comes to switching is not a guarantee that accidental switches won't happen

  • When one alter does something wrong, the entire system must take responsibility. System responsibility is a real and important thing.

  • You should NEVER trigger an alter front unless it is an emergency.

  • Alters are not always the same gender, sexuality, religion, etc- They are completely different people. This is why calling alters "personalities" is offensive to most systems.


idioticsilverware -

most of these are head on but here's some more

  • child alters are literal children

  • alters don't have to act like their age

  • alters can have years difference from the body

  • alters sometimes dont have ages!

  • dissociation can happen without there being a switch

  • frequent splits are nothing to be ashamed of!!

  • integrations are when two alters merge together. they cannot un-merge, to my knowledge


synthesystem -

Here are some more from us as well:

  • It can take YEARS for alters to know things about themselves. We don't just pop into existence with everything figured out- that's a rare occurrence.

  • Systems can be unaware of the fact that they are a system for years, and they may never find out. It has probably happened a few times before.

  • A system that is unaware can still gain alters, have alters integrate, and so on.

  • If one alters is dating someone, and then another alter is dating someone completely different, this does not make the entire system poly. Alters can still be fully committed to one person. And the reverse of this is true- if one alter does not date multiple people, that doesn't mean that one alter might be poly.


Julien Mauve: Headland of Dreams

This project is based on a text called « Promontorium somnii » written by Victor Hugo in 1863 and dealing with the continuum between real and dream. Hugo talks about our need to find something within ourselves than can help us sail through the remains of dreams and the will-of-the-wisps of illusion. He claims that « sleep is not a formal necessity for dreams ». I tried to explore this nocturnal world with photographs, find a dream-state presence in the waking life and reveal this « world that does not exist and yet which does »


siriumb reblogged mcatnip

In addition

babushka -

Some things make online discourse experience and blogging in general safer imo:

  • normalise not having a fixed, yes-or-no opinion on a complex issue, especially if it's an issue from a community you don't belong. "some people just don't deserve rights" obviously isn't an "opinion", but a lot of other stuff is incredibly complex, especially when it comes to identities. not all of us have mental capacity to even start to unpack all that while relaxing on social media, let alone come to a simple, one-word conclusion from all of this.

  • normalize engaging in healthy debate. it's always nice to know that someone is willing to actually discuss the issue with you, to ask questions and not be afraid about being blocked mid-sentence. it's cool to be met with patience and understanding, not all of us are educated on all subject matters and/or neurotypical.

  • normalize not wanting to engage in debate. if you state clearly that you don't want to discuss an issue, i won't bother you with it. after all, the debate only makes sence if both parties allow a possibility of them changing their own mind on something or learning something new. educating people can be draining, and it's perfectly fine to not have the capacity to do it!

  • just my opinion, maybe even complaint, but sometimes i am confused by the lack of clarity in the DNIs. when i see a criteria with just a bunch of words i don't know, i feel stuck. am i fine if i don't know any of these words or should i Google them immediately to find out i secretly am one? if i am not actively protesting something in the media, does this mean i am "supporting" it? it's probably just me but i am really confused by some stuff. i have complained about "dni if you are a bad person" before but i haven't seen those since so i guess i was heard!

i see people already implementing those things which is cool and helps me (and other people, hopefully) navigate wf better!


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babushka -

Wish i could play around with neopronouns in Russian because neither оно or они fully fits


babushka -

@mcatnip said:

> my s/o sometimes uses онё

intrigued, never saw this before, how can one use it?


mcatnip -

как множественное число, только в местоимениях и глаголах прошедшего числа И заменяется на Ё, у полных прилагательных окончания ёе/ёх/ём/ёё/ёме/ёх (красивёе/красивёх и т.д.), краткие прилагательные - окончание ё (благодарны => благодарнё),

существительные, женский род которых оканчивается на -ка, -ца, -ша - окончание -че: секретарша => секретарче; мужской род заканчивается на -г или -х => -же или -ше (друг => друже), танцуешь с бубном над нестандартными существительными, где-то была схема, @siriumb , солнышко, помоги мне


siriumb -

У меня есть PDF-документ, но пока что просто скину скриншоты:


siriumb reblogged mcatnip
babushka -

knowyourmeme is blocked in my country.

Im.


mcatnip -

russians are not allowed to know their memes

[shrug emoticon that gets messed up because it has two _ symbols in it]


babushka -

this 'memes are illegal in russia' phrase that i kept seeing on tumblr in all seriousness is true after all...


mcatnip -

only foreign memes are illegal, they're trying to stimulate Russian Meme Economy

you're only allowed to look at cats and мышь(кродеться)


siriumb reblogged mcatnip
mcatnip -

therapist: can you describe yourself? what's your identity? what's important to you?

me:


siriumb reblogged babushka

anyone wanna do cringetober with me

(to be clear, neither the op of this image nor myself are saying that the stuff listed here is cringe, these are just some design choices that people (often times kids) get mocked for. like don't lie, we've all done at least a few of these, but now it's 2020 we can do whatever we want)


babushka -

i wannna but i don't understand some of those


Updated info on Commission Marketplace. Let's see how it goes. Posting it here too because why not.

Here's my artblog (don't expect much tho, I don't post very often).
My Discord is rivalsbeingfoes#7962, message me there if you want to commission something! Or, alternatively, you can use e-mail (rivalsbeingfoes@gmail.com).
I'll be happy if you boost it! Thank you!


siriumb reblogged babushka
babushka -

SHOULD I go for a walk at 1 am in Russia?

only one way to find out


babushka -

ok hear me out... what if i look gender neutral


babushka -

this went so much worse than i expected


siriumb -

What happened?


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